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HEIM PRODUCTIONS WILL BE PERFORMING SATURDAY JULY 1st 2006 @ THE TEAHOUSE
-President of 3
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[12 Jun 2006|10:29pm] |
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Did nothing today really, worked on some dancing for the performance on the 1st of July. WATCHED FIFA!!!!!!!!!! ITALY WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WOOO!!!!!!!! That is pretty much it...My life so far: Sleep, Eat, work, FIFA!!!!!!!!!!!!! Games
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[07 Jun 2006|01:56pm] |
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By the way...I got paid...Muwahahahahaha
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[07 Jun 2006|01:49pm] |
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Well today is HOT!!! But that is why *horns blow* I HAVE POPSICLES!!!!! The awesomest thing ever! Who ever invented them was a friggen genius!
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[02 Jun 2006|08:49pm] |
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I do not know what to put here...........
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^ ^;;
Hi.
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[03 May 2006|06:25pm] |
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Well I am back from the con. I have some pictures that I snagged from Soda-chan, XP
(Left: me {Kingdom Hearts 2- Sora} Right: Mirranda {Kingdom Hearts 2- Axel}
(Left top: Lauren {Kingdom Hearts 2- Aerith}, Center top: me {Kingdom Hearts 2 - Sora}, Left top:Mirranda {Kingdom Hearts 2 - Axel}, Left bottom: Cat (Final Fantasy VII- Red XIII), Left center- Nik (Kingdom Hearts 2 - Tifa)
That's it so far.
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[28 Apr 2006|02:08pm] |
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Alright, I admit to you all, I'm terrible at updating this thins...v v;;; Well I am doing well so far. I just live life along now not really caring about anything except FRIENDS & FAMILY. (Got it memorized? - Axel.) Thank you Axel, ^ ^ Well today is the convention day. I'll be cosplaying as "Sora" from "Kingdom Hearts 2" and oh my gosh.....I want to kill his hair and shoes, yes, I will personify his hair so that I can stab it if not once but more....o o;;; I think the skit will be OKAY, not great, but okat. We had a nice cosplay and skit altogether before the rules had been established, since then, change was in order. One minor problem we did have is that people were starting to drop out and I was getting sad from this, but there is nothing I can really do about it, in the end, it is their choice. So.....I will jst make a goodiebag for them, so they don't feel left out ^ ^.
Uh..so many things are going on at school, I don't think Lauren is in a very good mood, before I left, she was really upset, so I hope she feels better. GOOD LUCK LITTLE LADY! Nik (the boy) transfered out of school, so that was kind of sad I guess.
I decided to change the background and such on my journal as you can see. It's a small series that I have been reading for a while now, pretty cute story and very hilarious. It's called "Ouran High School Host Club"; the anime is just as good, it stays pretty close to the manga, but I have yet to finish the series and wait for the next manga volume to come out.
There is not much to say really, work, sleep, eat, school, bath, that is my life. Rarely do anything now, most of my friends think I have no life ><. but I think I do, I mean I am alive, so that makes me feel good enough.
Well I suppose I will be going now, about ready to finish loading the van so we can drive to the 2006 first annual "Shiokazecon" (I miss KAmiKaze, so much cooler >= P) which will be held April 28-30. See ya later.
P.S. I have found the camcorder battery charger XD
P.S.S. I'll take pictures and such XP
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I see that I have three comments, but I am not going to look at them. the reason I say that, is because I want to apologize. I said things in that last entry, that I did not mean to say. I am sorry. I just felt so frustrated. I don't like abandoning people and thinking nothing of them. I just got so annoyed because I feel like I lost people close to me. I suppose I deserve this. I'm sorry everyone. I thought about what I had typed last night before I went to bed. I cried on it to sleep. I came up with a conclusion. ^ ^.....I have to let things just be instead of rushing for it to be alright. It takes time, but I just wanted things to go back to the way they are. I'm sorry again. I'm going to go now.
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I do not know why I even try anymore. I try to say hello, smile and be friendly, but I suppose I am nothing. I am tired of crying over this. I can't believe I cried yesterday on the way home? What the hell was I thinking?! Why am I remorsing and retrospecting on memories that made me happy?! You know what? To hell with it. For once, I give up on something, I don't want to be nice to people if they are just going to laugh behind my back. Thanks
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[14 Feb 2006|10:03am] |
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I know this may seem out of context and place, so please excuse me for this, but to those whom all are going to the SHIOKAZE-CON convention that is in the "Final Fantasy" group cosplay, please we need to get togther and finish "Cait Sith", so that we may move on to the next cosplayer. Also, Lauren (w) we must finish typing the skit and hand out the dialouge to all who are participating in the cosplay skit. Please contact as soon as possible, there is only about 2 months and a half. Thank you!
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[08 Feb 2006|06:29pm] |
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My father is getting worse. I got a phone call about an hour and a half ago during work, it is worse than before. I tried to smile through it, but I started to break down in front of Tuan. I'm sorry... I don't know, but I'm sorry... It is impossible for me to talk right now, due to trauma, my vocals are sore now, so I cannot speak. I am currently using pen and paper. In five more hours, if my father does not show any signs of recovery, we have to send him to the emergency room. For a week now, he has not used the bathroom, and it has spreaded down to his lower half of his body. I do not know what to do, I am so scared... I'm so afraid... I'm sorry
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[07 Feb 2006|06:11pm] |
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He is not getting any better, it has oved into his lungs and my father is so drugged. Yesterday I stayed home to look after him. Throughtout the whole day of school today, I really tried my best to smile, here at work as well. I don't know hiow much longer this will all last. He keeps saying "Put me out of my misery" But I suppose we are being selfish for not wanting him to give up. then he said if we ever have any animals and go through what he is, to spare them and put them out of misery.
My head hurts from all this anxiety and being worried. I called him an hour ago to check on him, but he can barely speak now. Thankfully I could decipher what he had to say. Heh, he gave me a nickname today. "Sweetie" that is a first.
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[05 Feb 2006|11:40am] |
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I had the most wonderful wake up this morning. My mother is telling me we have to rush my father to the emergency room. It has been two weeks now and my fathers health has not been progressing. At this point I am trying to keep a smile and act like it is all okay, but for the first time....My father spoke to me in a fatherly way this morning...
"I have money saved for you and your sister for college, don't be stupid and waste it all. It is insurance money. Please be wise with it and earn a steady job after college"...
I can't take this...Even though I know how my father is all the things he should not have called me and done, but he loved me and gave me tough love. I love him very much, and him saying that....it's killing me...To watch him suffer in the bed this morning, He could not breathe...I can't take this...I saw my father cry for the very first time...I can't take this...
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At home has been..."okay" I guess. Blah, I'm so tired. My dad is still very ill. I am really worried.
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[30 Jan 2006|05:25pm] |
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Hm...today was okay. ^ ^ New years was great yesterday! MAtt came over <3 ^ ^ It was pretty funny. It was Lauren, Matt and Ben that came over for new years. Shane and his girlfriend were going to come over, but they didn't so that is okay. Either way, it was fun. I suppose I am upset about somethings, but I am tired of crying, so it is going to drop in my mind. There is a big deal out of nothing, so whatever. To continue being like this, I need to grow up, can't be a child anymore when my life is coming towards me.
We have to do a MOVIE!!!!! It is so awesome, Mirranda, Lauren (m), Ashley (w), Lidia, Rikki, and myself are to make a movie for theater class! It is so cool. I talked to Tuan about being i the movie! MUWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA XP Well got customers! See ya ^ ~
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[28 Jan 2006|12:21am] |
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Which FF Character Are You?
Today was okay. Family still wired and such. *sigh* So much guilt right now...what do I do?
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[17 Jan 2006|05:23pm] |
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If you have not noticed my LJ has changed a bit, say thank you to Ray. Because of him, I like "Loveless" So with all do respect...THANK YOU RAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Things at home are slowly going okay so far, I think it is because I was home for once, heh. That and my parents have cooled off for now. I am home ill, which ,too, is also weird. Um...wrote three papers and trying to finish this last one. I thought I'd update sincde it has been a while. I'M VERY SORRY!!!!!!!
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[15 Jan 2006|11:56am] |
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This is quite interesting, Thank you Lauren and Conrad, I know it has been quite a while since I last updated but yeah, lol. I am at work now, checking my mail and such, wasting time basically.
Hm.. This week has been a rollar coaster for me, emotionally, so much has happened with my family now, and when I try to smile and cheer up, go out with friends, spend time with family, even then, no one really understands. It is okay to joke, but lately, when people have said somethings, I get a shock of the past hitting me I think it is just bad timing, lol.
Anyways, on to something exciting and less personal. Shiokazecon is soon! I can not wait, I shall be Zidane! So my Lj background might change. I was going to be Vincent fron VII but I realize I am not tall.
Well I guess I will try and be more responsible about updating. I'm Sorry.
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